When I realize how bad my English writing is, I decide to start my ENGLISH DIARY. What a simple and phony motivation! I didn't even get through half of my endless weekend homework, yet. Anyway, I do feel like I have to write something, I mean type actually. What is ironic is I made my writing more and more like those inThe Catcher in the Rye,I can't even get the stupid analize paper. I suffered for half day to try to finish the paper, but all I got is a sad C+. I know it's pretty fair, though since the inane essay just worthes that much. I still can't be satisfied with what I get. I don't feel it's rile or hopeless, but kind of helpless. I need some help and sleep, I think. Fine, it's 9, I have to push myself back to work. Anyway, it's a good start, isn't it??